I am awake. It is usually hard for me to sleep the day before/of a big life change, so this is unsurprising. Today I close a professional chapter. Soon, I'll start another.
Lying in my bed, thinking about this and everything, I realize I am experiencing fear. A job change is an ordinary life event. By all metrics, this particular change is a better, upward step. In the context of all recent changes, it feels a bit terrifying.
My biggest area of concern right now is repetition. I want to avoid repeating figurative stages more than anything. I want to learn the lessons; incorporate the new information; and move forward with greater self-awareness, improved understanding and knowledge, and as a more competent, experienced woman.
I will not live in the same cycles.
Hopefully, the break I have between this end and the next start is exactly what I need to refocus and reset. Hopefully, this next chapter proves to be worth the transition angst. Certainly, I will be okay. In the end, I am always okay.
