Catharsis
ca·thar·sis
\kə-ˈthär-səs\
noun
The process of releasing, and thereby providing relief from, strong or repressed emotions.
Starburst:
Though I hate to admit it, I was not kind to you, and you were deserving of kindness. We met in the sixth grade. (That already seems like a lifetime ago!) We were so young, but your thoughtfulness was mature. My parents saw your good nature and kind heart, and they loved you. They trusted and welcomed you, and now I understand why. I understand why you were the only young man who could come to our home, hang out with our family, exert influence over my younger brothers, stay for dinner, come into my room, etcetera. I so get it now. I hope you've not lost that quality over the years, and I sure as hell hope you are so damn happy! So many people regret their "first," but I never have. You were my first kiss, my first date, my first boyfriend, my first opposite-sex friendship, my first intimate partner, and my first experience of genuine love, unyielding respect, and honest closeness from someone who wasn't a family member. I don't think I've ever thanked you for being you with me or apologized for my inconsistency. I really am sorry. I titled this letter Starburst because Starburst candies were my favorite, and you knew that. I will never forget how you brought me a pack of Starburst to school on an almost daily basis. It's so indicative of the kindness and thoughtfulness that was native to you. Thank you for everything; I'm still ever so grateful for you.
